Polyxena, however, going out of the city, and not knowing by what way she should walk, found herself in desert places of the hills, and sitting down said thus with tears, Woe is me, outcast and captive, that I cannot find even a wild beast's den to rest in.
2Woe is me, left desolate, that not even Hades, that no one escapes, has devoured me.
3Woe is me, who at one time showed myself not even to my servants, and now display myself to demons.
4Woe is me, that I am now made manifest to all those by whom I disdained to be seen.
5Alas for me that was formerly devoted to idols; for this now even the mercy of God has passed me in silence.
6Whom, then, shall I call upon to help me?
7The God of Paul whom I have constantly offended?
8But who shall help me now?
9No one sees or heeds or hears my groaning.
10Verily I shall beseech Him that sees the hidden things, for who is more pitiful and compassionate than He who always keeps watch over the oppressed?
11But because my mouth is unclean and defiled, I dare not ask help from Him.
12Would that I were as one of the wild beasts that I might not know what captivity is.
13Would that I had been drowned in the sea; perhaps having received the divine baptism I should have gone where no one is made captive.
14What then shall I do, for death delays, and night has come on, and there is no help anywhere.
15Having said thus, she arose and began to walk onwards, and passing through a small defile she fell into a wood very thick and large, and finding there a hollow in a tree, which was the den of a lioness, she sat down there, for the lioness had gone forth for her food.
16And sitting down she said, O wretched begetting, O grievous hour in which I, unhappy one, came into this world; O mother that bore me, why, foreseeing my troubles and wanderings, did you name me Polyxena?
17Has any other ever fallen into such tribulations and misfortunes?
18Truly, my sister Xanthippe, did you read concerning me, unhappy one, saying, I have suffered affliction and been utterly bowed down Psalm 38:6.
19These words you uttered with grief, while I lay upon the couch, thinking not at all of my sorrows.
20On this account I have now come into the depths of evils, and pass the night in deserts like a wild beast.
21But the beasts live with others of their kind, while I am left solitary, as not being of one race with mankind.